Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Why?


Why am
I suffering alone?

Alone in this world, alone in this pain.

Nobody cares.

This pain is killing me.

I hate myself for being so useless, for holding on, for loving you.

Why did you leave?

Maybe you were right, so right to leave.

But I was always there for you, when you're lost, when you're so down, when you needed me.

But where were you now, when I am suffering here alone.

I am lost when I lost you.

I couldn't find a answer, any answers.

I have only myself to blame, to blame for all this pain.

This pain is tormenting me, tearing me apart everyday and night.

My heart is failing me, taken over by sorrows, guilt and regrets.

Why am I suffering alone?

Why did you treat me like a fool, taking me for granted over and over again.

You took my love and trust and gave me empty promises, lies and deceit.

I thought I knew the real you, but I was so wrong.

Why am I suffering here alone?


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